I am trying to wean myself from being a “human doing “to become a “human being” and have only had moderate success. The trouble with retirement is you no longer enjoy doing what you are good at doing but you are not good at doing what you enjoy. This makes you go back to old patterns. I spend a lot of time thinking about how insignificant I am so that I can be free of responsibility. I dived my expect life span by the life span of the universe. I divide the mass of the universe by my mass. I dived the space of the universe by my space and still every morning I get up to make sure that the world is ok and decide how I can save it. So I have become the universal numerator!